Heartless - Fendi

Thursday, July 10, 2008, 10:02 PM

All e best for Adrian aka Mutu
Yo.. he gg to NS tmr liao wahhaa... hav been like meeting him everyday for gym, swimming, lunch and dinner for almost for 1 sem, nw he gg to NS liao, feel abit strange without ur "Delta" haha... anyway, thank for ur meal yest at XinWang HK cafe. Today managed to dinner with his "last meal" haaa sound like dying ("touch wood").. All e best for ur NS, dun ChaoKeng liao la.. we knw u can do it haha... hope to see u in 2 weeks time. wish we brotherhood can go meet u when u come out hahaaa....
*Espada no.5 place is waiting for u. maybe Espada no.4 . coz e current no.4 "CANT FLOAT"
*so paiseh with ferg n Mutu's friend for spending the exp fuel jus to send me to AMK

Ppl r changing
Sigh. Jus feel so fuck off when i feel they start to changing..feel like we r nt like b4... feel tat i not belong to u all anymore... feel like everyword i say all r wrong... it getting worse when u start to owe ppl "renQing (favour).. jus feel vr irritated... start to feel tat i shouldnt chat so much so i wont get myself into "trouble" so it is good not to knw ppl business... i start to talk less or keep quite when we r 2gether.... maybe last time when we r nt tat close, i dun mind the "over" joke or some condemn word. but now, when i feel we start to be so close, every word u said i will take it to heart n sometime i feel irritating (nvr feel like tat b4) .. really scared if i continue to think like tat, we will getting far apart... and somemore i will be vr vr fucking busy for e few coming weeks bcz of fyp n assignments, sure e relationship will stop for awhi;e.. when it is stopped, it might not be started again... sigh..