Heartless - Fendi

Thursday, October 30, 2008, 11:05 PM

b4 doing / saying anything, think of urself n other ppl.
when it irritate other ppl, u knw wad will happen
dun blame other when thing turn black
dun expect ppl will accept ur everything or get used to wad u r.
NO!!!!... u should be e change ur attitude..
Dun expect everything goes with ur will when it irritate e others

if everything continue like it, jus so sorry.
i wont do anything again which really really waste my time.
maybe i should start everything again without u. or stay without bother ur attitude again

*IRRITATING*

Tuesday, October 28, 2008, 7:06 PM

Can we go back to wad we used to be??

＊心若倦了　淚也乾了
這份深情　難捨難了
曾經擁有　天荒地老
已不見你　暮暮與朝朝

＃這一份情　永遠難了
願來生還能　再度擁抱
愛一個人　如何廝守到老
怎樣面對一切　我不知道

＋回憶過去　痛苦的相思忘不了
為何你再來　撥動我心跳
愛你怎麼能了　今夜的你應該明瞭
緣難了　情難了

＊,＃,＋,＋

Jus taken while working at NIKE (BAGS) VIVO
New BIG Spec n Short Red Hair

Serene n Me

Friday, October 24, 2008, 11:30 PM

ITP 4th n 5th day : learning python practicals.. so fast itp 1 week past liao
today, for e 1st time, i really put all attention on e tutorial n lecture on module tat i failed.. hope i really can do well for it.. NO MORE FAILURE!!!!!

2day after itp went to meet ferg, jw,gavin for dinner and go queenway. but stayed in e mug@moberly company them doing the badminton thing. head to queenway only after 7.
i start looking for the staff i wan to buy alone den they dunno doing wad also. soon after, they went to e arcade den had dinner at XingWang. but i didnt order anything coz stomach feel fucking not well. went to homefix buy gold color paint spray for my cap and a piece of cake from bean.

THANK!!! Ferg sent weijun n YH to e nearest mrt n JH n me to AMK.
When we almost reached bishan JH suggested ferg drop us @ Bishan. ya but too bad. he cant fight with me hahaa... bcz i am ur senior hhaa (no la, kidding only la). we oredi said drop at AMK den mean drop at AMK. no bargain haha.

On e way, 3 of us talked abt "frienship" this topic. ferg mentioned tat we brotherhood now like abt not tat good as b4. n think tat aft sch, we might hardly meet for smt. coz nw we all r in sch so we will meet for lunch or dinner.
Ya. i also hav e thought tat wad will happened to us after next sem. as we graduate, they will go to NS n me? maybe private Uni, if in someway, i manage to go in.. haha.. we might be hardly meet bah. coz my "playing time" usually at night, e latest e better haha. but they might not have the time for me haha. maybe e next day they need to book in early in e morning hahaa..
after abt 10 months quit tat company, i still meet up with some old colleagues for late supper etc. it is e entertainment life i wan. but it hardly happen to my SP friends bcz all next day got lesson mah..

On e way home from AMK, topic abt MIT MainComm (MC) appear on my mind.. seeing one current MC wanna quit its post / tired/ stress bcz of some matters, it make me so fire la. Thinking abt my batch when i didnt chose to be a MC. really vr vr dulan. it was like 1 n half yr ago.. until now, i really dunno why i nvr get in. maybe need to really ask SQ abt it hahaaa..
I was chosen to be e head of CAMPSONG head for the FOC organising really make me wan to put alot alot alot of effort to do it. My Comm mainly focus on e campsong , some cheers and campfire for e camp. we done all e paperwork needed n event get all e price needed. and i even done more than my jobscope. spend my holiday contributed to e FOC but after everthing was done, SMT super CB happened (some ppl might dunno abit it bcz they thought i quit FO bcz of working n family matter. I jus told my FOC chairperson tat i "MIGHT" nid to work so i cant spend more time on e FOC. but someppl(not my chairperson), act smart. take it tat i confirm will quit e FOC den put those task tat should be incharge by me n my ALL CREDIT give to other ppl tat dunno anything abt tat. in this situation, can u take it anymore?! I JUS CANT!! bcz my credit oredi go to other ppl hand so wad for i still staying there. I tok it with someppl den they told me, i should stay and wad wad wad. but at tat point of time, my mind oredi set to quit means quit even some of them ask me to go back also no way to change my mind.

After FOC, it was e time for e new MC to be chose. and i was nvr asked to go for e interview.
even though my mind set to quite MIT but no one knws tat i quit MIT.
when i found out tat, e new MC was released.my dulan oredi burning in e fire mountain.
was it bcz they doubt my leadership skill? maybe?!? haha.. and i dare to say, abt 5 new MCs, i believe i can do better than them, contribute better for e camp! but, ya.. jus too bad abt tat. and after sch started, i nvr step in to MIT club at all.
I also forgot in wad situation, i joined the MIT Brotherhood den start hangging ard with them in e club, sometime until vr late. but worth it la haha.... we have 6 of us but only me not in e MC. so i really felt abit left out though(even now, hahahaaa)
. but at least i tried my best to chap into their event but dun think i done a good job though. until now, some of them r my really really only friends i knw from SP.. really glad to knw them. if not, now, i will straight go home or working partime aft sch. no friends.... Sometime we really joke overhead but hopefully some of us can take it hahaa... Honestly, i hardly hangging ard with my classmates so after yr 1, they r simply jus my SP "CLASSMATES" . really sorry abt tat. I nvr went to any outing with them at all. even PT lunch, i also MIA. Chalet also MIA. n also today suppose they have meeting for lunch but i MIA also haha..
Until now, i really abit "boisong", abit only la. Y last time i nvr in e MC?!?!
sianZzz..

My mp3 spoilt sia. cant listen to music n watch video liao.. really regretted y i sold my psp. Thinking of getting a new psp next month, if not, on e way to or back sch really suck n boring!!

Next week onward, will be my qiong time for ITP liao. real tasks will start come in.. really hope i can do well for it even though it is a new programming language but my supervisor really help me alot to get to knw more abt this programming.. JIAYOU lor for me n those doing FYP hahaaa

Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 10:42 PM

my attachment at sch has been start for 3 days. Ya. quite sianz. coz need to learn a new programming language,Python.
1st day : meeting with the supervisor from Sch of CLS. brief on e project. install all e required software and selfstudy in e main library bcz currently no available desk for me. but ok la. no need to wear formal haha
2nd : meeting with e supervisor again n discuss abt e project den selfstudy in e mainlibrary again
3rd day (today) morning went for lesson till 11.30. coincidencely met Jiawei, jan, hermi and etc went to T1 concourse visit the nike warehouse sales. actually nth much la hahaa.. aftertat met up with su n lia for lunch at fc4 (sorry to gavin as i msg him for lunch at e morning) haha.. we 3 tok alot abt sch stuffs n wad r we gg to do next, even after graduation.. tok until i forget my itp which start at 12.30pm.. as e lib blackout so think aiyah tok longer lor haha wait till e electric come but whose knw we tok until 3pm... WTH.. den rush back to library n start doing the task given. ya. it is so hard la.. sianZ...

Last week bought a new marroon wallet n phiten necklace (Which my sis wan to buy for my bday present but she always said she got no time so i now i bought liao, sending e receipt to her soon hahaa)
there r so many things tat i want to do but ya, no $$ n no time
1. Get a car driving lesson
2. Organise SLSS chalet bbq
3. Nid to buy linda n su's bday present (they bought for my bday also ler)
4. Planning for my graduation trip (to early)
5. Saving money for my next education (SIMUni / ACCA maybe)
6. Genting in DEC?
7. KTV with NP friends
8. Gg sentosa
9. Add more "picture"
10. ITP

went to dyed my hair red color last week at celementi. u knw wad happened to my hair now?!? E color start to drop. everytime i wash my hair, e shampoo bobble turn pink n my light blue towel turn light pink soon..nabeh la. n more worst my hair start to drop like noone business sia. walao.. turning bald soon sia. nabeh.. sian sianZzz...

Sometime, i really dunno ler. why those "NON-Straight" ppl r so....... when i went to urine at urinal at public toilet. they will purposely urine jus beside me while there are still have so many urinal there. den keep playing with his "bro" n keep looking at my "bro" also. and even say hi to me!!. walao!!
Sometime i will hangging out somewhere near my hse bcz dun feel like gg home so early den got some of them come n talk to me. ask this n that. it also always happen when i waiting for MRT alone.. nabeh.. i got look so XXX MEH!!!!.. walao.. sianZ sia..

Saturday, October 11, 2008, 10:52 PM

Has been working like a dog for e past few weeks.. kana transfer to department store partner with a vr kns laojiao.. eventhough she is a 4 yrs laojiao yet vr irresponsible. always play hp got customer also dun wan to serve. she is e full timer so she will have commission yet i jus a part time, no commission but work like a fulltimer schedule n do fulltimer's paper work! e.g stockcut evryday, daily sales record, stock taking etcs.. nabeh!!! NO COMMISSION LER!!! going to change job soon haha..

n Also ROT at home for 1 week. nvr gg out at all.. keep watching online tv. Anime,Hot shot, KangXiLaile, legends of black sugar, n other horror movie n tv show talk.. for tat 1 week, slept ard 4am, woke up at 12pm n continue e daily routine until last thur. When linda jus came back from china with my belated bday present haa.. She 1stly bought me a unique lighter but cant pass e China custom so she bought me CALVIN KLEIN MAN Perfume @Changi airport duty free and 1 box of MILK Sweet from china (my favourite) hhaa.

yest went to sch gym with gavin, ws, dehui, ferg n YM. really feel vr tired after doing abit only, den start disturbing e others haha.. paiseh la!! haha... after tat play BB. NABEH!! really HATE IT LOR!!! i really seldom play mah so no skill haha.. who will be born with a skill(s)!!. NABEH!!.. SWEAR!! I WILL NVR PLAY BB AGAIN. N NO MORE WITH U!! damn it!!.. if u knw i no good den u better dun let me play. but since u count me in, dun KPKB if i do mistakes!!.. nabeh. i would rather u ask me dun play rather than KPKB here n there!!! always complain this n tat but when u do mistakes, jus cover it with a sorry.. wth is tat!!! forget it!!!..

After tat, went to MIT bbq @ SP.Moberly. not really have e BBQ atmosphere ler haha Oopss. it is jus my opinion. maybe e news nvr spread well so a big grp of yr2 went missing haha. thought they always get along?!?!? dunno. half way, mark , shawn n mutu came.

After BBQ was e movie marathon, u knw wad, they screen scary movie 1, 2, 3 n 4!! WTH!! nabeh. but gavin, ws, JH, alpha, devs n me went to help out for other sch Night walk event n we r tasked as ghost at e most scary part in SP, Fc1, W2-W3 tunnel!!! walao... sianZ. but quite enjoy it hahaa... e instructions given were so confusing!! some said can scare them like hell, some said dun too over n some said cant!! during e whole night, act like a confusing ghost. scare e girls was fun. den got 1 girl, nabeh, quite chio lor, but she vr scared walking our w2-w3 tunnel. den e entrance guy talk to her saying "no scare ther wont be any scary thing" loudly so we can hear n wont scare her when she walked pass but tat pervert JH, still scare her. nabeh! e rest of us jus wacked him lor.. bully girl haha.
i was doing e blow candle ghost!. they will be holding a candle when they walk pass my point, i will scare them n blow off their candle. Some really dun let me blow den keep cover it with hand but i pretend to let them walked 1st den blow it from behind. some girl after kana scared by me, jus threw e candle on me. luckily i was wear a black clothe. gavin was doing the ghost sitting above with white face n flip e clothe on their face, ws doing e crawl on e floor n scream like hell. think 4 or 5 ppl cant take it @ near e starting point, ther got 1 vr scary one, mirror reflection ghost haha really fucking scary haha... e night walk end with their seniors turn but they walked as a grp so nth to scared haha.. Quite a fun experience. haha next yr MIT FO camp, i wan to be e ghost again! n i also wan to be a catalyst also ler PLEASE!!, act as a ITE student lor since i will look old next yr haha... nvr been a FO camper.. sad thing hahaaa.

Feel abit not feeling well after came back from Sch this morning. slept till 5+. den eat meal n sleep again at 6+. woke up again ard 10+ until now. really paiseh to Dehui. coz promise to drink tonight with some of his friends but i really nt feeling well. haha.. next time lor haha

sch start soon sianz..