Heartless - Fendi

Friday, October 24, 2008, 11:30 PM

ITP 4th n 5th day : learning python practicals.. so fast itp 1 week past liao
today, for e 1st time, i really put all attention on e tutorial n lecture on module tat i failed.. hope i really can do well for it.. NO MORE FAILURE!!!!!

2day after itp went to meet ferg, jw,gavin for dinner and go queenway. but stayed in e mug@moberly company them doing the badminton thing. head to queenway only after 7.
i start looking for the staff i wan to buy alone den they dunno doing wad also. soon after, they went to e arcade den had dinner at XingWang. but i didnt order anything coz stomach feel fucking not well. went to homefix buy gold color paint spray for my cap and a piece of cake from bean.

THANK!!! Ferg sent weijun n YH to e nearest mrt n JH n me to AMK.
When we almost reached bishan JH suggested ferg drop us @ Bishan. ya but too bad. he cant fight with me hahaa... bcz i am ur senior hhaa (no la, kidding only la). we oredi said drop at AMK den mean drop at AMK. no bargain haha.

On e way, 3 of us talked abt "frienship" this topic. ferg mentioned tat we brotherhood now like abt not tat good as b4. n think tat aft sch, we might hardly meet for smt. coz nw we all r in sch so we will meet for lunch or dinner.
Ya. i also hav e thought tat wad will happened to us after next sem. as we graduate, they will go to NS n me? maybe private Uni, if in someway, i manage to go in.. haha.. we might be hardly meet bah. coz my "playing time" usually at night, e latest e better haha. but they might not have the time for me haha. maybe e next day they need to book in early in e morning hahaa..
after abt 10 months quit tat company, i still meet up with some old colleagues for late supper etc. it is e entertainment life i wan. but it hardly happen to my SP friends bcz all next day got lesson mah..

On e way home from AMK, topic abt MIT MainComm (MC) appear on my mind.. seeing one current MC wanna quit its post / tired/ stress bcz of some matters, it make me so fire la. Thinking abt my batch when i didnt chose to be a MC. really vr vr dulan. it was like 1 n half yr ago.. until now, i really dunno why i nvr get in. maybe need to really ask SQ abt it hahaaa..
I was chosen to be e head of CAMPSONG head for the FOC organising really make me wan to put alot alot alot of effort to do it. My Comm mainly focus on e campsong , some cheers and campfire for e camp. we done all e paperwork needed n event get all e price needed. and i even done more than my jobscope. spend my holiday contributed to e FOC but after everthing was done, SMT super CB happened (some ppl might dunno abit it bcz they thought i quit FO bcz of working n family matter. I jus told my FOC chairperson tat i "MIGHT" nid to work so i cant spend more time on e FOC. but someppl(not my chairperson), act smart. take it tat i confirm will quit e FOC den put those task tat should be incharge by me n my ALL CREDIT give to other ppl tat dunno anything abt tat. in this situation, can u take it anymore?! I JUS CANT!! bcz my credit oredi go to other ppl hand so wad for i still staying there. I tok it with someppl den they told me, i should stay and wad wad wad. but at tat point of time, my mind oredi set to quit means quit even some of them ask me to go back also no way to change my mind.

After FOC, it was e time for e new MC to be chose. and i was nvr asked to go for e interview.
even though my mind set to quite MIT but no one knws tat i quit MIT.
when i found out tat, e new MC was released.my dulan oredi burning in e fire mountain.
was it bcz they doubt my leadership skill? maybe?!? haha.. and i dare to say, abt 5 new MCs, i believe i can do better than them, contribute better for e camp! but, ya.. jus too bad abt tat. and after sch started, i nvr step in to MIT club at all.
I also forgot in wad situation, i joined the MIT Brotherhood den start hangging ard with them in e club, sometime until vr late. but worth it la haha.... we have 6 of us but only me not in e MC. so i really felt abit left out though(even now, hahahaaa)
. but at least i tried my best to chap into their event but dun think i done a good job though. until now, some of them r my really really only friends i knw from SP.. really glad to knw them. if not, now, i will straight go home or working partime aft sch. no friends.... Sometime we really joke overhead but hopefully some of us can take it hahaa... Honestly, i hardly hangging ard with my classmates so after yr 1, they r simply jus my SP "CLASSMATES" . really sorry abt tat. I nvr went to any outing with them at all. even PT lunch, i also MIA. Chalet also MIA. n also today suppose they have meeting for lunch but i MIA also haha..
Until now, i really abit "boisong", abit only la. Y last time i nvr in e MC?!?!
sianZzz..

My mp3 spoilt sia. cant listen to music n watch video liao.. really regretted y i sold my psp. Thinking of getting a new psp next month, if not, on e way to or back sch really suck n boring!!

Next week onward, will be my qiong time for ITP liao. real tasks will start come in.. really hope i can do well for it even though it is a new programming language but my supervisor really help me alot to get to knw more abt this programming.. JIAYOU lor for me n those doing FYP hahaaa